Arrrghhh!!! Stupid blog system!

I'm verry pissed off with this blog site...i've been spending about 1 hour writing my blog and when it finally came to publish it..errors occured and when press the 'back' button all my prevoius 'unpublished' post have all gone...Arrghh!!! *&&^$&$#@...sorry..i'm a bit emotional today...it's national day anyway :)...i will 'try' to write again later...:( :( :(